monochrome

yann tiersen in huzur dolu şahane şarkısı. sözleri:

anyway, i can try
anything it's the same circle
that leads to nowhere and i'm tired now.

anyway, i've lost my face,
my dignity, my look,
all of these things are gone
and i'm tired now.

but don't be scared,
i found a good job and i go to work
every day on my old bicycle you loved.

i'm pilling up some unread books under my bed
and i really think i'll never read again.

no concentration,
just a white disorder
everywhere around me,
you know i'm so tired now.

but don't worry
i often go to dinners and parties
with some old friends who care for me,
take me back home and stay.

mochrome floors, monochrome walls,
only abscence near me,
nothing but silence around me.
monochrome flat, monochrome life,
only abscence near me,
nothing but silence around me.

sometimes i search an event
or something to remember,
but i've really got nothing in mind.

sometimes i open the windows
and listen people walking in the down streets.
there is a life out there.

but don't be scared,
i found a good job and i go to work
every day on my old bicycle you loved.
anyway, i can try
anything it's the same circle
that leads to nowhere and i'm tired now.

anyway, i've lost my face,
my dignity, my look,
all of these things are gone
and i'm tired now.

but don't be scared,
i found a good job and i go to work
every day on my old bicycle you loved.

mochrome floors, monochrome walls,
only abscence near me,
nothing but silence around me.

monochrome flat,
monochrome life,
only abscence near me,
nothing but silence around me.

renk tonlarının değişmesi anlamında kullanılan terim. bir rengin açıktan koyuya doğru giden tonun adı.

<bkz: monokrom>

anything it's the same circle "

umudun taşıdığı, içi boş avuntularla dolu bir çanta gibi..
only absence near me..

hani her şeye rağmen çabalar insan, umut besler, hayattır bu devam edecektir, ama olmaz işte, aksiliktir adı, yapışmıştır yakana..mesela son kuruşuna kadar bir şeye verirsin kendini, eminsindir, bu sefer olacaktır, bütün hücrelerinle inanırsın...ama sonuç belli..


that leads to nowhere and i'm tired now."

bu sözleri mırıldanırsın, yorulmuşsundur daha önce hiç olmadığın kadar, ama aksiliktir ve seni bulur, bütün heveslerinizi çalan aksiliktir bu..sonra başlar yine aynı girdap;


only absence near me,
nothing but silence around me. "

sonra bir yerlerde birisi sizin için üzülmektedir, bir de o üzülmesin diyerekten avuntuya başlar insan ve o avuntular ne kadar imkansız görünse de kaptırırsın kendini, kendin de inanırsın..


i often go to dinners and parties
with some old friends who care for me,
take me back home and stay. "

hangi arkadaşlar demezsin kendine, "old friends become old strangers" sözünü hatırlamazsın ben harper'ın ve devam edersin avuntulara...
tekrar kalkışırsın hayallerini yapılandırmaya, ama..

"it's the same circle "